wow i havent been here in a loooong time... woah

i havent started that new journal yet, give me just a sec or two.

For the next two days im gonna be CRAZY busy.

hey does anyone know if i need my birth certificate for this weekend?

thanks

With some lovely advice from A. i have saved up a ton of money, for the first time like, EVER. Thank god, looks like i can finally take a VACA to Vegas for MEli's birthday, YAY!!! haha

*EDIT- Since she is going to Vegas with just her Boy now i've decided to maybe use the money for something that i should be, instead of being rresponsible like taking a trip i really can't afford anyways. Plus im sure i'd bring the trip down anyways.

I have bills, I'm not rich like everyone else (or so it seems), i don't have disposable money.... i should just use this for what i really need, not want and maybe someday i might be able to spend freely, but for now i gotta be a "grown up" eww and use it for things i need to pay off. -Yay for me seeing the light.

I still wish i was going somewhere cool, but it's ok. They're are WAY more important things for me to be spending money on.

4 days till i go to Canada :) yay!

What should i do while im there?

hmmmmm

Happy birthday Sam, i hope you love being 21 as much as i do! HA

<333

Also im going to Chicago in February with my sis and niece to this American Girl Doll place, i know she'll love it :)

okkkaaaaay

trips back on.

ha

i win!

i really should update, i have ALL kinds of things to share...

maybe later.

if i dont see amelia soon... i just might die.

wow.

i've been away from the interenet for 2 weeks...

and the phone too.

weird.

i liked it but at the same time i've NEVER been so busy in my life.

i have so much work to do...

Brian got a job. It's pretty good.

Still broke as hell.

So broke we cant afford to go to CT or Chicago over labor day, but something tells me someone wont let that happen haha :)

my health is tunring to shit. not good. but hopefully with the surgery and everything else... things will get better.

i wanna just go home and go to bed. Things have been too busy these past couple of weeks.

Damn.

Anyone wanna go out for drinks tonight? hahaha

weird.

im in a pretty good mood right now, actually all day....

like i got laid or something... but i didnt... weird.

maybe i'm pmsing it haha

but i could totally go for some sex... like crazy awesome public place sex...

know what i mean?

Poor Brian won't even know what's happening when i ask him to go to the park later... he'll have some idea since Leo won't be able to go... hahahaha

sorry tmi hahaha

Damn...

i almost just ate a WHOLE bag of Frosted Animal cookies.

they are sooo fucking good!

This not only makes me fat but sick too :)

BARFFFFF

seriously though go eat some already!

im seriously getting tired of people trying to make me feel sorry for whatever it is THEY think i've done wrong. Just b/c you think that, doesnt make it wrong.

It goes both ways dear.

sunburns suck real real bad.

i made a new icon alll by myself, it sucks major ass buuut it's the best i can do... now to change this crappy layout/backgroud!

side note... saturday was one of the worst nights of my life... i'll expalin when i get home...

4 bedroom, 3 bathroom, master suite (mine!) with jacuzzi tub and shower, walkin closets, family room with fireplace, formal living room, dining room with french glass doors, 4 sliding glass doors, full basement with walk out patio, full deck, gourmet kitchen with island... there's even MORE! this place is amzing... and i think we got it!



Security Deposit: $1330.00

Pets: Add $30 per month per pet with a maximum of two pets

Discount Available: Deduct $10 per month if you sign a 24 month lease

Lawn Care: Mowing, fertilizing, and weeding are tenant's responsibility

Snow Removal: Tenant's responsibility

Occupancy: Limit of eight persons

Automatic Payments: A checking or savings account is required to process electronic payments

Waiting List: Contact us so we can notify you when a property that suits your needs becomes available

- the car stuff still isnt figured out... o'well

Guess who's going to Chicago June 21st - 24th?

ME! oh and Brian too :)

Got the tickets, got the time off, all i gotta do is get the money haha, that will be worked out when the time comes.

CHICAGO HERE I COME!

Holy CRAP i get to see my fatties! YAY

i don't care what it takes. i'm going to Chicago.

i need my fatty friends, and they need me.

wanna know something sad?

god i cant even imagine going 4 days without Leo.

:'(

Why did my fat ass have to go break my computer chair?

Now i'm never on and i'm soooo behind! I have emails out the butt and i need to post on my website updates... ugh

Plus i wan suppossed to take pics for BODacious magazine, like holding the mag with fans... suuuure i have time for that... maybe if i keep ignorning the emials he wont notice haha

PLUS yahoo and aol is acting all funky to me, is that happening to anyone else?

God i hope i can afford the BBW bash thingy, i need to see my fatty friends like now. i have no one to share cheesecake with.

Oh yeah when meli was home she took so super awesomely sweet pictures, here's a few, new and old.

BTW house hunting BLOWS

I'm broke, BAD broke. I can't fucking wait until Brian gets a job, then things will be back to normal. It's not that he doesnt pay his share or yadda yadda yadda but moving in together added a TON more expenses that i didnt have before :( but i'd rather be broke with someone i love then rich with someone i don't love.

Money isn't everything but it sucks when you dont have enough to do things you want... like visiting my friends.

( and now here's some fun )

Not Cool.

i think i've got either chicken pox or posion ivy.

either way.

NOT COOL.

how can i take picture looking like a FREAK! lol

on a lighter note-

i had a blast over the weekend but it makes me miss amelia even more, but truthfully, Ohio is not the place for her, she needs the city.

Brian has a cold but he's doing ok, he's been working a lot latly. We might go to CT in a few weeks but i dunno, i really rather not... i miss all our friends and family but its such a hard drive and the pup... we should really go... hmm

Leo ran away the other day. ok not RAN away but he dissappeared. It was the LONGEST 2 minutes of my life. He's starting to explore, hey he's a puppy :) I love that little baby, i dont know what i'd do if we lost him. Brian would DIE. ok im super lame, i'm tearing up at the thought. hahah LAME

anyways that's all for now, i have work to do, and im still not sure of the Columbus thing. We'll see!

i miss LJ and my LJ friends... haha what a dork.